What do you mean, Ron, you can't see it? You don't know? You aren't sure? You're scared?
This is an adventure, you're an adventurer, uncertainty, fear, and even setbacks happen. Besides, "easy" has never been your style, and just because you can't see the miracles doesn't mean they aren't happening, doesn't mean you're alone, and doesn't mean you're on the wrong path.
The day your ship arrives, and it now swiftly approaches, the confusion, fear, and setbacks will be among your fondest memories.
Today, Ron, you're exactly where you most need to be - The Universe