Thanks everyone for the prayers and supportive comments. I spent all day today driving him around to help him get his life together, picking him up at his group house in N. Charleston at about 7 Am and delivering him back at about 6:30 pm. N. He has never been so humble, respectful and grateful to me,. sharing old photos of the several trips Mom had me take him on during his troublesome teenage years. He lost his Mom at age 16 and Dad at age 19, so Mom had me support him a lot.
Finally, he appears to be taking 12 step program and prayers seriously, much better at age 35 than later than never. Keep up the prayers for us please. I am swallowing a lot of resentment to be with him, however remembering the good times together really helps. Forgiving and forgetting the bad times is helping me feel better about myself too. Blessings, Ron