Only illusion?

It's all illusion
It's all that
I never realy
Have had
All was borrow...
All was not real
It was all that never
Lead to realy peace
Never it has had
The meaning
To fulfill
My life
All I need
That behind
It is ....it was
Only illusion
Nothing was/is real
But truely I am
I know
For letting it go
You have had
Loved
The illusion

Anne Deborah