Mind doesn't want to run
(turn around of "mind wants to run")
She is tired of running.
She wills to open wider,
to understand,
to see
She wills but to dissolve into Love,
to rest in Love
and never leave Home again
She wills the end of pain
that accompanies her
on every step away from Home/Truth
She does will
the end of her "self"
It hurts too much to lie,
to be separate,
to manipulate,
to fret,
to coerce,
to pretend
it hurts to attack your very self,
to attack anything
it hurts to not love what is
She has seen the pain and chaos
she brought to her dearest children,
friends and family
She wills to be strident no more,
to capitalize on other's weaknesses
no more
She realizes there is no joy
in this separate "life", story, image
but it is not life
she would end,
only misery, pain and suffering
and isn't this simply sanity and kindness
at Home in Itself
the suicidal wish
is simply
a call for peace--
what is
without the identity of separation,
a thing
mind wants to stop running,
time
to stand still
to simply dissolve
as a "separate entity"
Peace
Joy
All resistance dissolved
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